Tuesday, October 04, 2005

i feel like nothin now la..i feel so worthless..(mad right..suddenly feel like this..) i juz feel damn bored la..sian sian sian..i wan my frenz exams to be over fast!! (damnit..i tink i gettin tt so called "depressed" state from last week..) i feel so insecure, so afraid and i feel like life has no meaning..y do i feel this way??

i noe everything happens for a reason..but sometimes..i juz hate it..makes me wonder if life is worth living..but when i am with my frenz..my world around me becomes more meaninful and more worthwhile to live in..but to think of the daily things and other rubbishs..like no meaning..

well..blog later again..now i go find something to do rather than pining away here..POSITIVE THINKIN!! WHERE ARE U?!?! U WERE ALWAYS HERE BUT NOW U DESERT ME WHEN I AM BORED AND LONELY!?!? (hahax..i tink i hav really gone mad..) okie..cya later!

~smiling crazily and wondering abt life~

THE YOZ

YOYO!! This is moii blog!
yes its PINK..BUT..
WITH LOVELY AYU♥!!
Do tag so i noe u've been here ^_^

THE GUY

Name: Nicholas
Age: 19+
GRADUATE from Temasek Poly
Typical VIRGO..Wad u c is wad u get!

THE LOVEs & HATEs

Loves:
AYU!!!
MUSIC!!
Shopping
Hangin out with frenz

Hates:
SPIDERS!! EEKS!!
Backstabbers!!
People who love to step on my tail!!

THE WISHLIST

-Attend Ayu's concert in JAPAN!!
-Tour Japan!!
-Tour Taiwan
-Tour Korea
-Tour HK
-Own a Grandpiano
-Own a Guzheng
-Own a Saxophone
-Finish NS
-Get into NAFA
-Continue Music Theory Lessons
-Guzheng Lessons
-Buy new EARRING, HAVAIANAS, BAG, WHITE SKINNY JEANS, SHOES and BELT

THE TAGBOARD



THE PEEPz

TPCO PEEPz
  • CLE
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  • CRYSTAL'S FOOD
  • JOHN
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  • SHARON
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  • BV PEEPz
  • IMAH
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  • DAVID
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  • THE POSTs

  • ARGH!! SO BORING!!
  • english translation for HEAVEN..
  • DAMNIT!! I DUN WANA WORK LIAO!!
  • finally..oct..
  • 3hrs more till end of sept..
  • waitin..juz waitin..
  • helpless..time is killin me..
  • i tink i am fallin sick!! pls let it juz be stress!!
  • dots..
  • sunday..end of the week..SIANZ!~

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