*phew* juz had a long chat with my mom..and many things has been revealed..now i truely understand wat she is tinking..guess tokin is really good after all..
initially..i nv wanted to tok to my mom..cuz i felt tt there is a barrier between us..(well..there is an even bigger barrier between me and my dad..so i feel..) now after tokin..and knowing more abt each other's feelings and wat each of us are goin thru..i now feel tt the barrier is kinda lowered..and i feel much at ease tokin to her..well..next will be my dad..which is not goin to be easy..
mom i noe u may not read this..but mayb in future i will tell u abt my blog and u may juz read it..i love u..and i hope tt u really understand wat i am goin thru now..its not easy for me either..but dun worry..tts life..we all hav hardships to make us stronger..now tt i hav toked to u..and i feel tt the barrier has been lowered..i feel much better to communicate with u..mayb i got tt sense of understandin and patience from u (not boasting my good qualities hor...) u noe u r concerned with my life and wan me to be happy..thx..im sorry to make u cry last time..dun worry..i will noe how to handle my life..and i will make sure not only i will be happy..but u and dad will be happy too..juz trust me on this..
haha..o well..for frenz who noe..yea..i had a long chat with my mom and well..i can say thing went well..i juz hope everything will be better in the future..
~we all hav dreams,wishes and expectations..but we cant juz let one bad thing pull us down and prevent us from gettin stronger..JIAYOU! all those who hav probs juz tink positive..everything will be fine..things happen for a reason..~
THE YOZ
YOYO!! This is moii blog!
yes its PINK..BUT..
WITH LOVELY AYU♥!!
Do tag so i noe u've been here ^_^
THE GUY
Name: Nicholas
Age: 19+
GRADUATE from Temasek Poly
Typical VIRGO..Wad u c is wad u get!
THE LOVEs & HATEs
Loves:
AYU!!!
MUSIC!!
Shopping
Hangin out with frenz
Hates:
SPIDERS!! EEKS!!
Backstabbers!!
People who love to step on my tail!!
THE WISHLIST
-Attend Ayu's concert in JAPAN!!
-Tour Japan!!
-Tour Taiwan
-Tour Korea
-Tour HK
-Own a Grandpiano
-Own a Guzheng
-Own a Saxophone
-Finish NS
-Get into NAFA
-Continue Music Theory Lessons
-Guzheng Lessons
-Buy new EARRING, HAVAIANAS, BAG, WHITE SKINNY JEANS, SHOES and BELT
