Thursday, January 18, 2007
juz came back from drivin lesson..did U-turnin 2day..my goodness la..stoopid area so FULL of traffic..FUCKIN SINGAPOREAN DRIVERS..CANT U FREAKIN WAIT AND LET ME LEARN U SICKENIN BASTARDS!! chiong here chiong there..overtake and squeeze squeeze squeeze..i so kan chiong 1st time drive so HEAVY TRAFFIC..bloody hell..later from fine become i bang ur car la! idiots..if cannot wait den dun drive la! one big L plate behind my car u cannot see isit?!?! #$%!%!%$#!$%^%$&#
irritating la..den the stoopid sky..rain den stop..rain den stop..make me on and off my wiper in like 3-4mins interval..ARGH!! I AM IN SUCH A RANTING MOOD 2DAY!! stress liao..
aniwae..movin away from driving..i noticed a change of attitude around me..duno if its me or wad..mayb my old character is actin up again..pissin ppl off or something..duno la..either tt or its a new yr and ppl change towards their new yr resolution..either tt or mayb i keep stickin to the rules..den ppl wana change..duno la..i FUCKIN DUNO!! mayb i tinkin too much again >.<
howeva..weird la..cuz i did some readins for myself..divination or like inner self readin or wadeva u wana call it..at this pt of time in my life i hav power to affect changes in my life..i hav the power to succeed in wad i wana do..i juz hav to put effort in it..whether this thing is spiritually or physically..i hav to start chantin more and studyin den..lolx..develop myself spiritually and physically..(duno if tt implies on my body mass XD)
well..abt the environment around me..mayb im juz too sensitive..tinkin too much again like i ALWAYS DO..kinda sad and stressful sometimes though..but somehow or rather i keep gettin the feelin tt something bad is happenin..bad in the sense tt rumours are like spreadin and ppl are like tokin behind my back..shitty right? mayb i juz tinkin too much..mayb its true..wadeva..i shall juz stay this way..unless i really find something wrong..den things hav to change den..right now..i havent found anything..im juz feelin..blah blah..
2day open house..mad rush of students..my frenz and i went to sch earlier to get the booth set up..ken's drawin skill is unbeatable sia..draw a cell like a cartoon character..lol..n evey was there too!! surprisingly she was the EARLY!! guess she really changin..for the better..lol..juz hope she can adapt to wakin up early and still hav enuf rest ^.^ dr lim bought mcdonald breakfast for us! lolx..but i only ate it like at 11plus..which became my brunch (howeva u spell it..duno whether its branch or brunch XD)..like i said..waves of students came and went..and there is a certain person which keeps on commentin on our booth..BLAH BLAH!! tok tok tok and no action..u tink so easy to set up booth isit? den u come do it la..only noe how to tok tok tok..and i noticed something..wheneva he/she walks near the booth..no students came!! LOLX..coincidence? or juz jinx? i choose jinx XD..
ok i was abit evil..MWAHAH!! duno la..i oso like so rantin mood 2day..abit irritated and stressed out abt wads goin on around me..i wana juz go to the beach and SHOUT OUT LOUD!! AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
JUZ GIMME A BREAK LA!!! I WAN SOME PEACE AND JOY NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahax..mayb abit too exaggerated..aniwae..i better go bathe now..dinner soon..ciao!~
~one does not noe abt how he is affectin others unless he is told of it..(and it seems tt im tt useless one T.T)~
