crap la!! from a big group reduced to a small group..den so sian!! kit's bf wanted to come..but he had to attend a relative's wake..sj couldnt come cuz she had bad cramps..so if sj doesnt go, eng han wun go..SIAN LA!! left me, tim and kit..sianz..they came over, played gamecube..went sj's house to take tim's bday present..den after tt we rushed to bugis to go kinokuniya to find tim's books and kit's comic..i went there to dance para..den we played bishi bashi..hahax..so fun..den after tt came home lo..sianz..now nua-ing in front of the com..tt sense of lost and confusion is hittin me again..i duno y it happens when i am alone..i juz hate tt feeling..does tt mean i feel down?? wheneva i am alone, without any company (exclued family members hor..although i hav their company..i still feel a bit sian..) of frenz..when i am alone in the room..i will juz feel sian..like everything has no meaning..i feel lost..helpless..not sure of wat to do..and i dun understand y i am feelin tt way..but when i go to slp..wake up..i wun hav tt feelin..till the end of the day b4 i go slp again..i juz dun get it..i didnt had this feelin last time..only recently then it started.,
now i am typin this..feelin uncertain abt my feelings..not sure whether its wat i am feelin right now..(sounds meaningless doesnt it??) i tink i am goin mad la..haiz..i tink cuz when i am alone i tink too much..not sure..anyway..2day didnt turned out wat me and tim expected it to be..haiz~..so sian..i tink i will go slp when my hair dry..i hate this horrible feeling..
~cant smile with this horrid feelin~
THE YOZ
YOYO!! This is moii blog!
yes its PINK..BUT..
WITH LOVELY AYU♥!!
Do tag so i noe u've been here ^_^
THE GUY
Name: Nicholas
Age: 19+
GRADUATE from Temasek Poly
Typical VIRGO..Wad u c is wad u get!
THE LOVEs & HATEs
Loves:
AYU!!!
MUSIC!!
Shopping
Hangin out with frenz
Hates:
SPIDERS!! EEKS!!
Backstabbers!!
People who love to step on my tail!!
THE WISHLIST
-Attend Ayu's concert in JAPAN!!
-Tour Japan!!
-Tour Taiwan
-Tour Korea
-Tour HK
-Own a Grandpiano
-Own a Guzheng
-Own a Saxophone
-Finish NS
-Get into NAFA
-Continue Music Theory Lessons
-Guzheng Lessons
-Buy new EARRING, HAVAIANAS, BAG, WHITE SKINNY JEANS, SHOES and BELT
