man..this "relapses" of this sick feeling..its killin me..i dun understand y it keeps hittin me every now and then..this sick feelin of feelin empty, lonely, and like there is no meanin in life..crap..i woke up fine this morning..but while waitin for time to pass..while playin maple..this feelin hits me again..i hate this..i feel like cryin but the tears juz wun flow..this sucks..i dun understand y i am gettin this too..ARGH!! someone tell me wats goin on!!..i need salvation..someone help me get me out of this "relapse" thingy..i hate it..hate it hate it hate it.. ~feelin sick..i wan my world back..time u r cruel to me again..~
THE YOZ
YOYO!! This is moii blog!
yes its PINK..BUT..
WITH LOVELY AYU♥!!
Do tag so i noe u've been here ^_^
THE GUY
Name: Nicholas
Age: 19+
GRADUATE from Temasek Poly
Typical VIRGO..Wad u c is wad u get!
THE LOVEs & HATEs
Loves:
AYU!!!
MUSIC!!
Shopping
Hangin out with frenz
Hates:
SPIDERS!! EEKS!!
Backstabbers!!
People who love to step on my tail!!
THE WISHLIST
-Attend Ayu's concert in JAPAN!!
-Tour Japan!!
-Tour Taiwan
-Tour Korea
-Tour HK
-Own a Grandpiano
-Own a Guzheng
-Own a Saxophone
-Finish NS
-Get into NAFA
-Continue Music Theory Lessons
-Guzheng Lessons
-Buy new EARRING, HAVAIANAS, BAG, WHITE SKINNY JEANS, SHOES and BELT