YEA!! GOT THE HP I WAN YESTERDAY!! MWHAA!! 6680!! YEA!! XD
yesterday went for last lesson of basic jap..den went to meet family at parkway to get my new phone..hehe..cuz my godpa say he buyin me a phone for christmas present..a bit early la..but..haha..nvm..YEA!! den 2day..went for guitar lesson lo..den after tt come back..went out again for dinner at siglap there..den now rottin in from of the com liao lo..lolx..so sian..so boring..now life feel like got no meaning lidat..haiz..y lidat..last month..bad..this month..seems to be worse..nxt month..i duno whether will improve or will become worst..
if i tink positive..later turn out bad..den will feel like shit..tink negative..den like got tt feelin like life is a waste of time now..time is really tryin to kill me at the end of this year..i dun understand y..i tink fate is together with it..both are tryin to test and kill me or something..everything is like gettin out of hand..goin haywire..i dun understand..my life feels like its a mess now..damnit..actually..at the start of this post i like happy happy right..well..cuz i got new hp nia..but i feel more on the down side...not the happy side..*sigh*..y is life turnin on me now..it always seem tt way..when things go well and steady..it goes wrong..den u pick up pieces and try to carry on..den like improving..it goes out of hand again..man..this sucks..i really hate life at this pt of time..
i am really glad i hav frenz who are there when i need their company when i am feelin down and lonely..(thx timo for accompanying me for lunch etc etc...thx sj for listening to my woes and complains and stuffs..)haiz..but i am sad to say tt they can only console me and help me carry on with life..now i juz feel empty inside..its feels very sick..ARGH!! damnit..i feel like i am a joke of some kind..like a prank is being played on me..am i jinx!?!? (dots..now the supernatural comes in...) ARGH!! wateva..i juz hope now life will improve..haiz..
~prayin life will improve..and returnin back to its normal state b4 things went out of hand..~ ~how can i smile at this pt of time?~
THE YOZ
YOYO!! This is moii blog!
yes its PINK..BUT..
WITH LOVELY AYU♥!!
Do tag so i noe u've been here ^_^
THE GUY
Name: Nicholas
Age: 19+
GRADUATE from Temasek Poly
Typical VIRGO..Wad u c is wad u get!
THE LOVEs & HATEs
Loves:
AYU!!!
MUSIC!!
Shopping
Hangin out with frenz
Hates:
SPIDERS!! EEKS!!
Backstabbers!!
People who love to step on my tail!!
THE WISHLIST
-Attend Ayu's concert in JAPAN!!
-Tour Japan!!
-Tour Taiwan
-Tour Korea
-Tour HK
-Own a Grandpiano
-Own a Guzheng
-Own a Saxophone
-Finish NS
-Get into NAFA
-Continue Music Theory Lessons
-Guzheng Lessons
-Buy new EARRING, HAVAIANAS, BAG, WHITE SKINNY JEANS, SHOES and BELT
