*sigh*..the wk is endin..and i hav a lot of projects to rush..i hav to prepare tt stupid demostration thingy by nxt monday and prepare my research for my group work for the formal presentation by wed..im really losin my head..goin mad..plus i hav my own personal things to worry..im really stressed now..im born a worrier..being so..im worried i am goin to lose myself..although i hav kinda lost myself..i meant by i am worried i am goin to lose myself even more!! XD nvm if u got confused..main pt..i am STRESSED..
anyway..as usual for a fri..met tim at his void deck after a long borin day at sch..den went to meet shu jing and eng han..kit wasnt feelin well so nv come..duno her la..lolx..but shu jing was late..cuz she was bringin her colleague along..her bossini colleague..lolx..so we ate at siglap market kopitiam..i had hokkien mee..nice nice..XD den we tok a lot of crap and it started to drizzle so we headed over to starbucks and i ordered my double shot espresso..and we tok more crap..haha..time flew by..and it soon was 10.45 la..so we walked sj's fren (cant remember her name..paiseh!!) over to victoria sch where her bus was..eng han..being his childish self..XD was jumpin into every water puddle he can see..jumpjumpjump..wetwetwet!!! when walkin back..also jumpjumpjump..den at tt time it was 1130 liao..and the last 42 was at 1142!! so me and eng han quickly walked into opera estate while sj went home and timo took bus 12..eng han stays at kembangan so he takes 42 oso..lolx..we managed to catch the last bus..*phew*..it came after 3-5mins after we reached the bus stop..came home..took a nice shower and sit here lo..but i cant stay for long..tml got stupid NE forum to attend..must wake up early..STUPID SCH..CANT U LET ME REST!?!? den tml my intermediate jap start oso..so morning and afternoon burn!! sian..im so exhausted..i need my motivation to carry on and my drive to keep me goin back..sigh..life u r so sickening..so unfair..so shitty..haiz..wat to do..i hav no choice..and tinkin of endin it is stupid..its juz running away and causin hurt to the ppl who loves me..
i goin mad la..i am losin my mind..i wan everything tt was mine to come back to me..i duno wats happenin to me lo..i juz wish this will all end now and i wake up to find tt is all a dream..a sickenin realistic fucked up dream..y cant life go the way i want it..i was so happy..den it had to turn against me and wreck my life..now i hav to take time..giv time..let time pass..wateva..it juz something to do with time..i juz duno wat to do..*sigh*
~life is such a dumbfoundin thing..u duno when it will turn on u..~
THE YOZ
YOYO!! This is moii blog!
yes its PINK..BUT..
WITH LOVELY AYU♥!!
Do tag so i noe u've been here ^_^
THE GUY
Name: Nicholas
Age: 19+
GRADUATE from Temasek Poly
Typical VIRGO..Wad u c is wad u get!
THE LOVEs & HATEs
Loves:
AYU!!!
MUSIC!!
Shopping
Hangin out with frenz
Hates:
SPIDERS!! EEKS!!
Backstabbers!!
People who love to step on my tail!!
THE WISHLIST
-Attend Ayu's concert in JAPAN!!
-Tour Japan!!
-Tour Taiwan
-Tour Korea
-Tour HK
-Own a Grandpiano
-Own a Guzheng
-Own a Saxophone
-Finish NS
-Get into NAFA
-Continue Music Theory Lessons
-Guzheng Lessons
-Buy new EARRING, HAVAIANAS, BAG, WHITE SKINNY JEANS, SHOES and BELT
