im so sian of sch..very very very sian..im so tired..its killin me..i hav lost tt strength i had in the 1st sem..tues..project durin the break time..and i realised how close the term tests are..and got so many project i hav to rush..stupid CSAS..giv all the mindless meaningless moronic projects..and tml and fri hav quizzes..and i dun hav the mood to study!! and i like nv really pay attention in lectures these few days..i am so tired..so sian..so stressed..my world is fallin apart..2day went to sch..2lab sessions..so freakin boring..microscoping left and right..ARGH!! although i may be doin this kind of job in the future..but..i really lost the zest for knowledge..i dun hav the drive to study..i hav lost tt motivation..haiz..i wan my world and everything back..everything goin upside down..remember the thing i wanted to settle from my previous post? well..i cant do it at the moment..i hav to wait for time to pass..not enuf time has passed..if i rush and push it now..it may become worse and cannot be settled..haiz..and time is killin me..but i am relyin on it to pass and heal all the wounds tt i hav caused..ARGH!! I GOIN MAD!! I GOIN INSANE!! I GOIN CRAZY!! SAVE ME FROM THE ASYLUM I HAV ENTERED!!.. how long must i wait? how much time must pass? i dun wan to screw up my life again..settlin this means i will put my life back on track..sounds selfish..but..tts wat i really wana do now..i craze for the life i had b4..time pls be kind...........................
~y do stupid things happen when u didnt expect to happen?~
THE YOZ
YOYO!! This is moii blog!
yes its PINK..BUT..
WITH LOVELY AYU♥!!
Do tag so i noe u've been here ^_^
THE GUY
Name: Nicholas
Age: 19+
GRADUATE from Temasek Poly
Typical VIRGO..Wad u c is wad u get!
THE LOVEs & HATEs
Loves:
AYU!!!
MUSIC!!
Shopping
Hangin out with frenz
Hates:
SPIDERS!! EEKS!!
Backstabbers!!
People who love to step on my tail!!
THE WISHLIST
-Attend Ayu's concert in JAPAN!!
-Tour Japan!!
-Tour Taiwan
-Tour Korea
-Tour HK
-Own a Grandpiano
-Own a Guzheng
-Own a Saxophone
-Finish NS
-Get into NAFA
-Continue Music Theory Lessons
-Guzheng Lessons
-Buy new EARRING, HAVAIANAS, BAG, WHITE SKINNY JEANS, SHOES and BELT
