HEY! look at the time..lolx..well..i was maplin juz now..haha..goin to slp soon but had to get this down here..
2good frenz of mine..they were good frenz too..their hearts connected..they walked the path of life 2gether 4awhile together hand-in-hand..but something happened..an evil entity split the path between them and they were separated on different paths..the entity of misunderstanding..now these 2..are as good as strangers..although we say strangers are juz frenz we havnt meet..but..wat abt this case? is it tt cruel?..well..this is as much as i noe..i dint wana ask more abt the recent happenings..im not the busybody..if it enters my head thru my ears den so be it..if it doesnt..i dun wana find out..being virgo i will most likely gossip..(fuck i hate my horoscope)..
back to my reason to puttin this down..y does it hav to be this way? y cant ppl juz be frenz? i had tasted this once..and i really didnt noe how to react..i almost went aloof..mad..insane..lost in my mind of "wat to do???", "how??" and "why must it be like this???"...this is such a cruel world..the hurt lovers giv is less but more painful than frenz do..but lovers love each other more than frenz..when frenz split..one day they will reunite as long lost frenz..but y does it hav to be tt lovers who split does not even get the chance to reunite as frenz? from wat i tasted..not even an aquaintance..its was so painful..i am gald tt it was juz a taste..not a whole chunk to swallow..i felt like life was juz simply meaningless to continue..
i always tot tt if things will not work out..ppl will look at the happy times spent 2gether and say "hey..lets juz stay as frenz..frenz who loved each other once.." we do not noe the future..things will happen..and things happen for a reason..i am cherishin everything tt i hav now..every moment of the day spent..everything i do..living the day like its my last..in a way..u can say tt i am afriad of the future now..cuz everything tt i hav now are things which gives me happiness..i dun wana lose them..
i heard b4 once "things which are meant to be urs will be urs..if they are not urs then they will not be urs.." its meaningful though..ppl come into our lives..make footprints in our heart..the difference is tt whether they are still standin in the spot where they imprinted their footprints..i dun wana lose the ppl standin in their spots right now..especially those who giv the deeper imprints..im scared..i wana keep this happiness..i do not wana let the taste which i had come true..tt was the most horrible feelin i had in my whole entire 17+ years of my life..
one thing is tt we do not noe the future..i heard of fortune tellers speakin of read fortunes..but wat if the fortunes were not meant to be known? wont it change the destiny of tt person? o well..life is another complicated thing..juz like love..both are simply impossible to explain and descibe..juz live and be happy..there is a solution to everything..holdin on sometimes juz hurts..my 2frenz..no matter wat happens between u 2..i will still be good frenz with u..time will pass and we will get stronger..sometimes the solution is juz to let go..solve a problem and get stronger..*sigh* if only life was as simple as we want it to be..
~i pray now tt my life's path is not filled with danger and portholes..all i wan is juz to be happy..i do not wana lose those ppl standin in their spots now..especially those with the deeper imprints..it hurts..it hurts to see an imprint fade away..does things hav to be like this??? FUCK YOU LIFE! FUCK YOU!! FUCK OFF!!!~
THE YOZ
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yes its PINK..BUT..
WITH LOVELY AYU♥!!
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THE GUY
Name: Nicholas
Age: 19+
GRADUATE from Temasek Poly
Typical VIRGO..Wad u c is wad u get!
THE LOVEs & HATEs
Loves:
AYU!!!
MUSIC!!
Shopping
Hangin out with frenz
Hates:
SPIDERS!! EEKS!!
Backstabbers!!
People who love to step on my tail!!
THE WISHLIST
-Attend Ayu's concert in JAPAN!!
-Tour Japan!!
-Tour Taiwan
-Tour Korea
-Tour HK
-Own a Grandpiano
-Own a Guzheng
-Own a Saxophone
-Finish NS
-Get into NAFA
-Continue Music Theory Lessons
-Guzheng Lessons
-Buy new EARRING, HAVAIANAS, BAG, WHITE SKINNY JEANS, SHOES and BELT
