Tuesday, May 15, 2007
as my title says it..WTF IS GOIN ON AROUND HERE??!?!
seriously..im like sittin in the middle and like try in to mediate this (call me kpo or wadeva) but im tryin to do this cuz its my frenz..juz over a small thingy? blow up? i seriously dun understand..y cant this world b more peaceful? settle differences by tokin? lies? i duno..i gotta feelin by postin tis may hurt my r/s with some of my frenz but heck..im tired of this...WAKE UP!! WE ARE 18/19..GOIN TO B 20 LIAO!! dun like something abt ur fren? say it! ITS UR FREN..WE ARE TELLIN U UR BAD PTS! if u noe he/she is goin to blow up if u said something lidat..den so b it..u noe its him/her! u will noe if he/she will blow up cuz he/she is ur fren damnit! let tt person blow up den try to get ur pt across! TOK! OUR CREATOR GAV US MOUTHS DINT HE? (im a buddhist and its juz a figure of speech..no offence to other religions..) will u go up to a stranger and start an arguement with him/her? (other than if tt person pisses me of like some freakin irritatin drivers on the road..blasted my horn at him juz now..a long persistently fucking nice horn..ok back to my story..) y the hell waste ATP by blowin up on something u dun even noe abt?! side A says tt he/she kena ignored..side B says he/she bz tryin to finish off den can pass the final ans without the need to tell A to keep editing..therefore side A duno y keep kena-in ignored so toked slightly louder than usual..den side B tok slightly louder too cuz A toked louder..soooooo....*BOOM*....there it happened leaving me and a fren of mine trapped in the explosion..
to round it up..both hav faults..A should hav asked properly and waited..B should hav said wait nicely and not blow up..
o ya..one more thing..does takin sides mean to stay with the person after the arguement has happened? NO RIGHT! i was cleanin up la! and tryin to piece together the whole puzzle with my other victim fren..and i said i was sittin in the middle so i realli duno wad both sides think..WADEVA! I JUZ HOPE TT THIS POST GETS SOMETHING ACROSS!!
den suddenly..everyone splits..tried to round up and tok properly like peacefully to iron out something this small..fine lo..everyone sian..all zhao..left me and my fren to persuade B to go for lunch..i duno la..either tt im buttin my nose in too much or everyone is puttin on the mask and say tt things should b settled another day..sorry but im gonna copy my fren here..if this everything around us is a lie wouldnt tt be world = lies? den y are we in it? who say tt they dun lie? the BIGGEST liar in the world are OURSELVES..*rolls eyes*..sometimes i realli wonder if we even exist..mayb this is all a dream..A BIG FAT SILLY LITTLE DREAM WHERE WE ALL HAV OBSTACLES TO OVERCOME!!
apart from tt part of my ranting..change topic now..me..virgo? good listener? good adviser? good mediator? guess tt juz a good way of puttin kaypo-ing into english..freakin shit..this person keeps puttin airplane on my group of frenz..lets call him/her person Z..den when needs us suddenly call and blah blah blah..den i will always b the last option when no one can ans the questions and calm person Z down..now this person Z's significant other is super bz with his/her obligations..so guess wad..PERSON Z IS BACK!! keeps apologising..keeps wantin back in the group cuz dun wana tink of the significant other while the significant other is bz..WAD ARE WE??? SUBSTITUTES??? dint u get the hint tt we stopped askin u out cuz we gav up tryin? said u'd change but tts bull! we hav given u chances but this will be the last straw..u better watch out..we are freakin tired of this..
ARGH!! WADS WITH THE WORLD THESE DAYS?!?! civil war here civil war there..bomb here bomb there..discrimination here discrimination there..bloody hell..WE ARE ALL HUMANS..HOMO SAPIENS!! WE PROCLAIM OF TT HIGHER INT OVER ANIMALS BUT Y ARENT WE USIN IT?! only noe how to succumb to prejudice, hate and violence..im tired of this..we get tired dun we? now its my turn here..gimme a break..
WAKE UP PEOPLE!!
WAKE UP!! WAKE UPPPPPPPP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!~wish i can giv the world a big-tight-wake-up-slap~
