Sunday, November 20, 2005
They are incontrollable
they feed on our fears
only to grow bigger
and may juz bring us pain
We can either choose to face them
or juz leave them to grow bigger
but when they are bigger
they juz bring us more fear
We fear to lose things dear to us
fear to lose someone we love
fear tt we may be left alone
hurt and bleedin all alone
Insecurities feed these fears
sometimes bringin distrust
bringin worries
and ultimately pain and sorrow
I choose to face my insecurities
i was afraid tt no one would like me
i was afraid of losin ppl dear to me
afraid of failin in everything i do
But i told myself...
I was unique and only certain ppl would noe tt i am special
I will love with my heart the ppl dear to me so they will noe my love for them
I will try my best in everything i do
I face my insecurities
although i duno wat the result is
but i will continue to face them
cuz i wun noe if i will succeed
They hav messed up my life
but i noe everything will settle again
so i will wait
and see wat life throws at me
Only den will i noe wat to do
how to continue with my life
i am in such a mess now
someone help me get out of this......
