Saturday, May 26, 2007
hehe..i tink u can guess from my title le..I WENT TO WATCH PIRATES 3 JUZ NOW!! MWAHAHAHAHA!! SO NICE SO NICE!! ..well..a nice endin to my 5day wk at sch..
aniwae..hav some things to say..not realli related to the title..lolx..kinda serious post ba..
guess my wake up call did not realli wake things up totally..this is targeted to a group of ppl and not only 1 person ok..i hav no ida whether the month of may of 2007 is like the "roller coaster of emotions" month or something..y cant we look on the bright sides of life? there are 2sides of the coin..u wan things to change, den open ur mouth..we hav ears..we can listen..we hav hearts..we can feel..we hav brains..we can tink to solve the prob..to every prob there is a solution..mayb we did go overboard sometimes..its up to u how u take it..we meant it as a joke..i duno sometimes..wadeva..been sayin so many times..even the tarot predictions..guess everyone is juz playin for the fun of it..*bleahx*..if every prob starts with one person..den i guess tt person will not be very nice to b with right? but there is still us..tink abt it...........................im tt kind of person who dun like to apologise when im not TOTALLY in the wrong..aniwae..other things like utter sarcasm..i duno..can b a joke..can b hurtful..but sometimes i see it too painful..giv signal..but got stop? NOOOOO...den sparks fly.. and o ya..if u hav faith..things will last..tts wad i believe..if u lose tt faith..hope will nv return unless tt faith reignites..is life tt difficult? sometimes i find it so..but there is something known as H.E.L.P. and P.O.S.I.T.I.V.E. C.H.A.N.G.E.S....
i duno la..i myself is caught within this roller coaster month..mayb i did become emotional i oso duno..all i know is tt im busy like shit..busier than any other month tt went by b4..i juz wan to b with my frenz to relieve this stress..with my frenz..my JOYFUL frenz without the negative parts..call me kaypo but if u guys got a prob..my ears and heart are open for u to pour ur sorrows and ur pain into..i juz wan everyone to be happy..familiar? guess we all hav our ways to do so..and we always unknowningly excute tt move which we tink will make everyone happy..tts y im always tellin my frenz tt "im a phone-call away"..juz to remind u..im always here for my FRENZ (i put caps cuz some ppl in my life[which is not in the group of ppl im tokin to in this post] take FRENZ forgranted)..i will always do my best to help..till the point tt my mom actually scolds me say tt i care abt my frenz more than my family..
other than busy..i oso must study study study..i study but it feels like nothin went in..i take my hats of to u tt ur studies are superb..but i feel tt there is more to life..tink positive! y apologise when its not even ur fault? reflection? good..but dun overcriticise urself..we all can make tt human revolution in us..the 1st step is the most difficult..and my advice now..take tt most difficult step to start tinkin positive, look on the bright side of life..if got probs,there r always listening earS to listen n lighten ur load..dun try..if u say u try u wun do it with a 100%..cuz u r tryin..u MUST do it..its nothin to do with being urself or not now..in this already stressful life of being a student..we must hav a happy "incomin channel" and a disgusting "output"..and tinkin positive does go a long way..
speakin of being stress-free and happy..i juz love the adverts on the "Anything" and "Whatever" drinks..lolx..laughed my head off..we all need joke sometimes right..laughter is the best medicine afterall..but i tink we should control ourselves sometimes..hold back on the sarcasms..we should noe the person b4 shootin the words..different ppl hav different tolerance lvl..some keeps it in..some laughs it off..i personally ALWAYS laugh it off unless u really stepped on my feet..den i will forgiv..but i will nv forget..so u watch out if u do..aniwae..i guess its time tt we become who u say u r..i cant say im a man..cuz they say men can be boys..which i feel its true..so im juz a more matured boy compared to others..knowin when to stop when it hurts thank you very much..
i duno la..guess im so carefree tt i always say i duno..mayb i say i duno cuz mayb i juz ranted nonsense..cuz i duno the full story afterall..but all these is from my heart..wat i feel now..and i know things will change..i know..but..wad i duno is tt whether it will be a good or bad change..wadeva..i will let things go on its own..i juz ranted here cuz im too tired to say in person..im tired as in physically..busy like shit these few days..and i cant find the right opportunity to say oso..hopefully..things will change now..
~one life is all we live..so live it happily..dun like something? change it..it your story..we EACH hav our own story to write so u and only u can edit ur story..~
