Wednesday, June 13, 2007
duno y..but hav been feelin so emo 2day..supposed to go sentosa 2day but ended up stayin home cuz i needed to help out around the house..
my mind has been "emo-fied" lately..duno y..kinda refreshin feelin though..weird right..but something different..been tinkin abt things goin on around me..kinda sickenin feelin sometimes when i tink too much..
things doesnt usually go the way u planned..i hate tt feelin..
sometimes all i juz wan is loneliness..juz leavin me alone..
i juz wana live life the way i wan..but i cant..well..not yet mayb..
love? an addiction?
frenship? real or takin advantage?
family? if i am part of it..den y so hard to accept and scared to lose face or wateva nonsense?!
i realli wan some "universal language" right now..makes the world go round right? we love money right? den y is everyone in singapore so square?! OPEN UR FREAKIN MINDS U SICKENIN IDIOTS!! DOES IT HURT TO B MORE OPEN-MINDED?!?!
im so sick of this..someone juz stab me already..........................
~i need my liberation..my freedom..my life........~