Wednesday, November 16, 2005

i find sch such a bored..i find life such a bored..i find everything so borin now..i juz feel so tired and slpy everyday..haiz..this is so sickening..2day at least a bit better..can wake up a bit later..cuz i start sch at 12..tml aiyo..must wake at 7.30..must be in sch by 9..sianz..and end at 7 somemore..ARGH!! I AM SO TIRED!! I CANT BELIEVE I HAV TO GO THRU THIS FOR ANOTHER SEM!! TILL NXT FEB!! I AM GOIN DIE LIDAT!!

sigh..life sucks man..life really really really sucks..i juz wana get thru this stupid period and get on with life..a life which i can be happy with..i juz wan life to improve..so i can happy..so tt i can do things without feelin everything has no meaning..sigh..i dun understand y life has to go this way..i really hate it..ARGH!! I HATE U STUPID LIFE!! CANT U BE NICER TO ME!?!? life..i really hate u..i hav to put on a fake smile cuz of u to hide my pain and sorrow..i dun wana let my frenz and family noe wat i am goin thru now..i am now feelin empty,lost,confuse,sad,disappointed etc...i am filled up with emotions i cant even explain..i am now filled with nothin but emotions and feelings..i cant tink properly sometimes..sigh..life pls improve and be nicer to me..pls...

~a mask to hide the bad emotions~

THE YOZ

YOYO!! This is moii blog!
yes its PINK..BUT..
WITH LOVELY AYU♥!!
Do tag so i noe u've been here ^_^

THE GUY

Name: Nicholas
Age: 19+
GRADUATE from Temasek Poly
Typical VIRGO..Wad u c is wad u get!

THE LOVEs & HATEs

Loves:
AYU!!!
MUSIC!!
Shopping
Hangin out with frenz

Hates:
SPIDERS!! EEKS!!
Backstabbers!!
People who love to step on my tail!!

THE WISHLIST

-Attend Ayu's concert in JAPAN!!
-Tour Japan!!
-Tour Taiwan
-Tour Korea
-Tour HK
-Own a Grandpiano
-Own a Guzheng
-Own a Saxophone
-Finish NS
-Get into NAFA
-Continue Music Theory Lessons
-Guzheng Lessons
-Buy new EARRING, HAVAIANAS, BAG, WHITE SKINNY JEANS, SHOES and BELT

THE TAGBOARD



THE PEEPz

TPCO PEEPz
  • CLE
  • CRYSTAL
  • CRYSTAL'S FOOD
  • JOHN
  • JONATHAN
  • SHARON
  • YU REN
  • ZI HAO


  • BV PEEPz
  • IMAH
  • SHANE
  • WAN YING
  • WEE PING


  • POLY PEEPz
  • CHARMAINE
  • CHERYL
  • EVELYN
  • HAN YIN
  • IDIL
  • JIAN WEI
  • KEL
  • MEI QI
  • SAKINAH


  • OTHER PEEPz
  • DAVID
  • FABIAN
  • THE POSTs

  • Maybe...
  • i hate mon and tues!!
  • well..i guess..its time for me to move on...
  • 2nd weekend of nov...
  • the original 3!!!
  • this sux...
  • one word..emptiness..
  • everything feels so worthless now..
  • i dun see the pt in living now..
  • 1st weekend of nov

  • THE PAST

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