i am sooooo tired..2day sch from 9 to 7..i wanted to pon the last lecture but me frenz persuaded me to go..stupid CDS..water tech..eeeee...XD anyway..tml again 9 in sch..so early..sian sian..finish at 5..den after tt will go for dinner with the gang!! ^.^ 2nd wk of sch and i am dying..i duno how am i goin to live for the remainin..er..abt 14wks? i think sure gone case one..XD sigh..wats with life? wats with everything? i hate to play this game..the game of L.O.V.E...i find it so difficult..yet..when u play it right..it brings u happiness and a sense of calmness..i hav played my cards wrongly..only to find out tt i did something wrong..i didnt noe tt it would be wrong..i didnt meant to cause harm..i did it by accident..sigh..y must things turn out this way..sigh..paths crossed..lives changed..memories created..will everything juz remain as a memory? i am juz so afraid it will..i really duno wat to do now..will lettin go means goodbye foreva? will it mean tt lettin go will elimated all chances of reconciling?? i duno!! i am so confused!! LOST!! if i dun let go..i will juz be hurtin myself..and mayb i may hurt someone else indirectly..i duno..i really duno..i am so lost..are things really meant to go this way? was it fated? i dun believe in fate but its juz too stupid to be true..i wish this was all juz a dream..and i would juz wake up to find tt everything in this world tt happen was juz a dream..i am so so so lost now..so so so empty..wats love? does hurt come from love? it sounds stupid doesnt it? i really duno..this game is juz so complicated and difficult to play..its not tt i hav given up in this game..i juz duno how to make my next move..i juz duno wat to do..sigh..i really wish i can go back in time and prevent all tt has happen..all tt has gone wrong..i wish i can juz rectify them all..this is such a cruel world we live in............i am so tired.....................
~tired..pls save me from this cruel life..~
THE YOZ
YOYO!! This is moii blog!
yes its PINK..BUT..
WITH LOVELY AYU♥!!
Do tag so i noe u've been here ^_^
THE GUY
Name: Nicholas
Age: 19+
GRADUATE from Temasek Poly
Typical VIRGO..Wad u c is wad u get!
THE LOVEs & HATEs
Loves:
AYU!!!
MUSIC!!
Shopping
Hangin out with frenz
Hates:
SPIDERS!! EEKS!!
Backstabbers!!
People who love to step on my tail!!
THE WISHLIST
-Attend Ayu's concert in JAPAN!!
-Tour Japan!!
-Tour Taiwan
-Tour Korea
-Tour HK
-Own a Grandpiano
-Own a Guzheng
-Own a Saxophone
-Finish NS
-Get into NAFA
-Continue Music Theory Lessons
-Guzheng Lessons
-Buy new EARRING, HAVAIANAS, BAG, WHITE SKINNY JEANS, SHOES and BELT
